I would like to be far from this world

I would like to be far from this world
If I could be sure that another world is a beautiful world
If my feelings could live in a bright space of gladness
If the rain could be needed friend for me in that world.
If my mother could be young again
And I could understand her present strange words to me.

But I am not sure that another world will be happy.
But I am not sure about my feelings and the rain
And I am not sure about my mother.
It is the danger to take steps inside new space
Because it can be the steps in last life
Which is similar to a closed empty old house.