Hesitations walk around me

Hesitations walk around me.
They want to have a friendship with me.

Do you know how sad it is
if I look through the window of my hesitations?

Do you know my feeling of loneliness
if I talk with my sad thoughts?
The thoughts are perfect thoughts
but I do not want to be inside the feeling of sadness.
I am among sad thoughts again.
I put my favorite dress of bright colors on my body.
The windows are opened to the sunny day.

Where are you, my sincere friend?