The sad mood

I was in a sad mood.      Philosophers wrote that is not right way to be in a sad mood. I should take a look at my life with calm. Where was my calm? I did not know. The sad mood came into my home. I looked at the world by the empty eyes of the sad mood. Grey cold water of its eyes was around me. The blue sky flied above my head every day. I wished that my mood to go away in the high sky. Then I could be free from it.      I went in the street. Many people were hurrying along the dark evening street. "Everybody is in different mood." I thought. "I am in a sad black mood. Perhaps my mood adds the grey color to general mood of this street." It reminded of the palette of a painter. The painter liked to put the different colors on the palette. The mood of the street was painted by the different moods of people who went along street. It was a strange painting which was finished at that moment. It was a strange painting because it had changes in it all time.      I went into a large green field. Its flowers opened their eyes to the rays of the warm evening sun. Its heavy grass was a beautiful green. Butterflies did not think about the next day. They were flying above flowers with gladness. The high sky was painted by a tender blue colour. It was just an ordinary beautiful field. The street and the field… The false and the truth… The truth for me was expressed by the fresh wind that passed along the large field. The wind took my black mood surely. Probably the small black bird, which flew in the sky, was my bad mood. I was calm again. I did not think about the next day that remained an unknown guest for me. I did not know what the guest would bring to me. The truth of nature was full of calm and gladness. It was important to live in that world of simple truth. The sky had looked at me by its white tender clouds. "You are right," the sky whispered me by its tender drops of the rain. "Nature is the only truth. You are right. Nature is the only truth."      I was calm. I continued to go along the road of my life with the hope.